I received an email fr0m the poly and guess wat..they RESERVED a place f0r me in Integrated Events Management.Yeah, i kn0w i emphasized 0n reserved c0s after wat I went thru the interview made me feel dun expect they accepted me.

It was hell..darn! I was really disapp0inted wif myself when I left the interview r0om. Can u imagine having s0meone tell u straight t0 the face dat u can't even CLEAR the paper even if I'm given d opp0rtunity? I br0ked d0wn..and w0rse still in fr0nt of HIM..shutz!! I m0cked the sc0ol (no offense t0 the students) upside d0wn left right..Really pissed 0ff. Met nurul at dh0by ghaut..Had ICED MOCHA t0 cool me d0wn and cheer me up a bit.

And n0w, I'm stck in a cr0ssroad which I'm scared t0 m0ve an inch. I dunn0 wat t0 do.

I've been wantin dis c0urse..And here they already 0fferin me a place there, I dunn0 if I shd take it 0r REJECT it. I kn0w life is all abt taking the risk..but d0es it w0rth? I c0uld not even take the pressure HE gave me, then h0w wld I handle when I g0 poly??

And damn it ah..t0moro is the 0nly day left f0r me t0 decide. And when they sent me the email? Ytd! Very rushin ar..

I'm facing a great dilemma n0w..